I started off thinking I should say sorry for always appearing to be grumpy and moaning, but I've decided I make no apologies for this as it's my blog, I find it helpful, it's a place I can vent without someone else having to listen to me! So if you're choosing to read this then, you are choosing to hear me moan!! ;)
Maisy's due date would have been a week on Tues (5th Oct) very strange that she's nearly 3 and a half months already. She is still doing well, but progress is slow, and thats hard. She is slowly spending longer off her ventilater and the hope is in a few weeks time she should be totally on CPAP, which would be great as that's one step closer to HOME!! I can't wait to be a 'proper' mum to her, I want to be able to change her nappy on my own, put her clothers on, giver her a bath take her out, just you know.. normal things! But then again at the moment what is normal about my life! What is normal!!
I have my assessment for transplant on Tuesday and I'm not sure what to think about it all? I dont know anyone personally that has had a transplant and sometimes I wish I did, nurses/docs always have answers but nothing personal, always clinical. Everything at the moment just seems to hard, my other kidney is starting to play up and that's meant to be my 'good' one! Kidney function going down becuase its having to work so hard to make up for my useless one!
I hope Anna is working some of her fairy dust magic up there on her cloud! I really miss her, especially while I'm in this place. I honestly don't know how she did it! She was amazing.
On a plus point, I'm going out with my girlies tomorrow for dinner, :) role on tomorrow night.
All for now. Kate
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